The night time’s
We have been hearing many lies
In the wind they carry far
All the way to the northern star
Little further from your goal you are
Today
From the yesterday gone bad
The background
Just make it black
What ever sets you back
Hundred dollars on the dime
I’ve had enough of human life
These days i have no future lives
Or hope for the tomorrow into the next
You show no respect
Well that’s just my magic
Cigarette
The word on the package
Warnings they have no effect on you
Can’t you understand there’s nothing blue
In what you get
They call the stronger flavor back
Cause it caused hickups and you were met
With strong resistance when you expressed
Your real feelings they wanted nothing to do with it
So you take into this habit
That so many others have
It’s more about what comes out
And when your sad
You feel like living in this world
That is mad
That’s where i draw the line
Before and end
Then onwards to the buttons i click
Time to send
No friends or any hope in your life
It’s getting so depressing i can’t even follow
This kind of mind
But that’s fine
Cause there’s so many others but you
IF you lose one follower you might gain thousand more
Same with the way of this life
Even if you got the sharpest mind
The lifestyle might get you far
But in the end nothing you do on planet earth
No closer takes you to the stars
And that’s my many suicide note’s were left behind
None of them had though so much style
As this one we got
The culture that we live in
May it burn and rot
Cause no other suicide note you received and got
Had so much style as this one
Logging out of life
To look at my other characters now
See how this one shines
And is beautiful like the northern lights
From the skies i now see
Where is that god when i need
In my time of planting the seed
Into the soul of the next page
The toil of it getting harder
And my brain mind away
No longer can hold on the moment or the past
My life was a complete slog
It felt like forever it would last
For some they say it goes by fast
But for mine it was an eternity of a lonely ride
Regret might follow me for time
But now i really cannot even feel it in my mind
Because you need to place worth on that what was outside
To feel regret for how you acted towards it
You had to place worth in it
And i realize now
That nothing i ever experienced was that good
That always there was something better waiting for me
That’s why i stayed 6 months holed up just ignoring the world
It no longer even rhymes but here’s how it is
I was a nerd
Or that’s what they called me
Interested in the wrong stuff of life
I let it go at the end of times
Because i realized
That human life
It’s just an evolutionary step
Into something greater
A mind not bound by the functions of the body
And enslaved by the endless desire
Power Sex And Money
Your seconds are running
What i say next might be shocking and stunning
Perfectionists they never write suicide note’s
They keep revising until they have tried all role’s
They literally cannot even think that life’s not worth their time
Because they got fucking, sports and their wife
How many people watch my stuff
And how it compares to what you have seen
Just understand that
It’s millions of subscribers i need
How many people watch my stuff
Because in real life
This doesn’t translate to anything
Worth the bucks